“I definitely need some form of structure to make good use of my time. What’d I’d most want to do with more time and space is probably music. It’s something I’ve had a little experience with, but every time I do it it feels like it fills a gap. The patterns that I get into; time gets filled up with more urgent things or I get tired and want to do nothing. Breaking out of the pattern once or twice is great, but it’s easy to fall back into it.”